Barry Kent MacKay has spent much of his life writing about and advocating for animals. I have often been moved by his writings but never more so than when I read this poem/essay which he has dedicated to Cecil but encompasses all animals. He has generously allowed me to share it freely and I do so below ...
For
Cecil:
We
are the others
By
Barry Kent MacKay
We are the others on this world.
You know that we are here.
But you
do not know us well. You cannot know us
well. You never, ever will.
We soar
high above your heads, our backs aglow with light from stars.
We are
below your feet and we are of the earth and soil.
We are
in the caves, beneath the waves. We
climb among the trees. We live amid the
leaves.
We live
upon your skin and burrow in your gut, and may dine upon your tissues.
We are
often skilled at not being seen. We can
also fill your vision.
We come
in sizes microscopic, small, medium or large.
We have
stomped through rain-wet forests sixty-five million years ago, making the earth
and the smaller of us tremble with each step we took, as we smiled the smile
you’ll never see, but you can imagine, your visions engineered by our stone
bones.
It was
not a real smile.
We were
here first, but share with you our mutual origins in the muck of hot and
shallow seas, laying the groundwork for what was to become, one little
proto-cell at a time.
And what
became was all of us, and you, the story long from over, in spite of some of
your best efforts to date.
We were
the first to crawl, to float, to swim, to walk, to breathe, to kill, to fly, to
run, to die, to nurture, to think, eat, flinch, fear, call, climb, play, sleep,
to dream, to smell and taste, to listen to the fall of rain, to feel the touch
of drifting snow, or to eat a seed, a leaf, a flower or to taste life-hot
flesh. We were the first to masticate,
to appreciate, to defecate, to procreate.
You were
the first to hate.
We are
colourful, with scales or feathers that can rupture sunlight and blaze red or
gold, green or bronze or of an intensely fierce and vibrant blue. Or we are plain, or black, or white, or black
and white, or every shade of grey, or even transparent with internal workings
on display.
We
glint. We glow where sunlight never
reaches. Many of us blend in.
We
strut. We hide. We move in masses. We live alone. We come and go. We hop.
Most of
us never see you. You never see most of
us. Most of us do not even know you
exist and you do not know that most of us exist. But we influence each other.
We sing,
we cry, we roar, we whimper, we snort, we hiss, we whinny, we trumpet, we
warble, we growl, we gurgle, we bray, we crow, we bark, we screech, we hum, we
buzz, we purr, we author discordant sounds from places hidden in the
night. We make sounds that ache with tonal
purity from the misty flanks of mountain heights. We can be silent, or we can pound the tree,
the water, the ground or leap from the sea’s embrace and land hard upon the
cloud-reflecting surface to send up a thunderous explosion of brittle spray.
It is
fun, and can dislodge barnacles.
We never
pray.
We are
the others on this world.
You have
named us with names unknown to us, and catalogued us in so many different ways,
and probed our genomes and assigned us to the appropriate phylogeny, changed
your minds, and changed them yet again.
Bones measured, teeth counted, brain volume gauged, our acts carefully
quantified, our soft tissues properly pickled and then described in
peer-reviewed journals, labels attached to our preserved remains and stomach
contents carefully enumerated, all the better to know us.
We are
called dog, or cat, spider or rat. We
are the lesser kestrel, the razor clam, the banana slug, the fiddler crabs of
the genus Uca, the robust skink, the Ceiba borer beetle, the Reeve’s muntjac,
the Madagascar leaf-nosed snake, the Corycaeus flaccus, the rainforest rocket
frog, the dusky palm squirrel, the graceful grenadier, the rigid cushion star,
the yellow-backed oriole, the various underground predatory ants of the genus
Acanthostichus, the boreal squid and the clam worms, the lamb led to the knife,
the phoronis worm hidden in its sandy burrow, the multitudes you have yet to
name, the ones you have yet to blame for whatever we do that might annoy you
and those of us you know so well, or think you do, the “charismatic megafauna”:
giant pandas, African lions, tigers and tiger sharks and sable antelopes.
We are
ospreys, green anacondas, manta rays, giraffes and bison herds on snow-blasted
plains, brocket deer in green-toned forests draped with bromeliads and we are
snowy egrets posed in mangrove swamps and we are leaping marlin.
But you do not know us well. You cannot know us well. You never, ever will.
We live
not to serve you, but serve you we do.
You wear our fur, our skin, take our ivory teeth, our baleen strips, the
oils of our body, the musk, the scales, the gills, the fins, the bones, the
blood, the guts, the eyes and other organs, the roe and eggs and babies, the
feathers and plumes and claws, and whatever else you fancy whether needed or
not, mostly not. We do need them, oh so
very much, and so you take our lives.
We are
the tiger, still shining bright in the forest of the night with a flame you
work so very hard, so very profitably, to extinguish. We are Blake’s robin redbreast in a cage, or
the solitaire, the canary or the nightingale, our music filtered through bars
and misdirected from where three billion years of evolution intended it to go,
and perhaps you imagine its beauty was meant for you. We are Elsa, the lioness born free, and the
goldfinch Leonardo bought and released from its prison cage, Willy the orca who
was finally let go, and the lark feeding at the feet of St. Francis, Greybeard
the Chimpanzee known to Goodall and the gorillas known to Dian before she was
treated so like us. We are Muhammed’s
nesting dove and the sparrow whose fall you say God sees.
We are
the caribou migrating across the tundra, now thawing, warming us all with the
gift of methane. Are you insane?
Send
your donation here, you claim, and we will save the polar bear. Promote the Amur leopard in a cage, if you
really care. We are thus imprisoned for
our own good. The northern right whale
has brought you profits, the greater bamboo lemur or western lowland gorilla
are good for an appeal; fellow primates, you see, and don’t forget the
chimpanzee.
We take
your measure too. We are your pets, your
prey, your food, your inspiration, your joy and your deep dread.
You have
tamed us. You have trained us.
You are
so often in control when we are with you every day. We are deep within your soul, but you are in
our way. We carry you, nurture you,
amuse you with our joy, or our pain, or our death, and we inspire you, scare
you, mystify you, or disgust you. We
arouse such passions in you and we hardly even try to do so. You are better off avoided, when possible.
You come
at us with stone, with spear, with arrow, with knife, with gun, poison, traps
of every deviously horrific form your minds can imagine and your opposable
thumbs can help you to build. You come
at us with bulldozers and other heavy equipment,
explosives, and dams, scalpels and drugs, electrodes,
prods and prongs and probes, hammers and captive bolt pistols, whips and chains
and indifference. You hide many of your
abuses, and others you parade with gaudy pride in obedience to hormones and
tradition, and, at the root of it all, a reeking foulness deep and best kept
hidden.
We can
live without you, but you need us. But
you betray our trust, and you betray yourselves.
We are
Jumbo the elephant, Cheetah the Chimpanzee, the scapegoat and the pig on a
spit, and we are Cecil the African lion, tormented and killed for your sick
needs.
You can
take our lives, our skins, our skulls, but you can never have our purity, our
purpose, our elegant innocence, nor our beauty.
You
cannot.
This was such an awful thing.
ReplyDeleteI hope in the end that it does more good than bad.
But maybe it will be like school shootings.
Talked about for an hour or a week.
And then forgotten.
I have the same fear and expressed it in an email to someone recently. I try to remain hopeful.
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing this. It's one reason i am a vegan, i don't want to be in on doing such harm, in so much as i can avoid it.
ReplyDeleteThanks messymimi. Yes, being a vegan is an important way to keep our harm at a minimum. I feel it is a way to tread lightly through life.
DeleteThanks for publishing Barry's essay Doris. It is written much like a eulogy, not only for Cecil but all the other animals that we never see or hear of. Barry does have a special gift, and so do all who advocate for the defenseless. Barry's words are for the victims of man's brutality and for everyone who cares enough to take a stand on their behalf.
ReplyDeleteVery well put Georges.
DeleteOur hope for a better world lies with the children - this poem should be required reading in every classroom across the world. If only.
ReplyDeleteWhat a great thought Didee. I agree.
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